Päivi TerhikkiHi,
Thank you for showing intrest toward a foreigner. Surely my posting seems weard but what is said is done. I´m not so proud of all my actions but kind of all actions have their inner reason. Mine is a long lasting anxioty and my own feeling about not belongin anywhere. I have to go far to my childhood where I remember I was a happy little being. Now I take my pills my back is killing me have difficulties to take long walks what I used to do years ago. Then I take my pills and become tired and numb (comfortably?). Too selfcentered and what else. If you´re poor you have to be humble. Money is everything for some people and they think it brings safety. For what? Funny thing here is now I´m soon 53 years and just found what I´d like to do. I´d like to play guitar. I have one but my fingers are old and so on. The guitar has its own sad story I´m not willing to share. It´s very true that positivity can hide a sad side. There you don´t talk you don´t walk. Never believe in beautiful pictures. They have a lot of work behind them. I´m glad I´ve had this time here to share things about my life. Silence is the worst when you can´t talk to anyone. Believe I know otherwise I wouldn´t be so damn finnish. I´d rather liked to play an istrument, words are so hard.
I wish you all good things:)
Best wishes
Päivi