AnonymousI think a lot depends upon which deity or deities you happen to be working with Spellcaster. Working with different gods produces different contacts and different forms of response. I have been inside churches but have never really felt the Holy Spirit; by contrast, I have been outside in nature and often felt the presence of spirit, particularly within stone circles, woods or ritual space, hence one of the reasons why I keep doing it I find my spirit there rather than in churches. Awen is a bit like the weather, it appears and disappears and can sometimes be very unpredictable or disappear completely only to flood you without warning later on.