Interesting stuff David. I’m glad you managed to post this, especially since it must have taken you ages to type out such a long post.
I see awen as something that is all around, something we have to tap into. When it isn’t flowing, it’s because we’re not tapping into it, not because it’s run out. But that’s just my take on it. I’ve read the lecture, I’ll be honest, there are some things I don’t agree with, but there are also some fascinating points and insights too and even things you don’t agree with can be food for thought.